Group Sex for God

group-sex-for-godSo my sexual energy was flowing which increased both my confidence and boldness. I wasn’t alone in this igniting of sexual freedom, I had a few beautiful side kicks that were my companions on this ride. 

As this progressed and our friendships deepend we had the great idea to do a group sex ritual. As ideas were shared we all agreed to have two men join the four of us – what lucky men, hey? 

We approached a man that a couple of us knew, he agreed, I mean, who wouldn’t? Then came the task to find the second man, last minute a man came to our rescue and joined in. 

The intention made by all of us was to consciously take all our sexual energy and bring it up to the level of the heart, our anahata chakras. 

As we arrived I was a bit nervous, I had been with one of the men before but not the other and of course my body issues came up and I decided there was no better way to confront this insecurity (again) then by facing it head on. 

So we all came together, made a consecration (which is an invocation and offering of whatever you are about embark on that it be for the Divine) and had a short meditation. Once that was done things started to heat up.  The environment we were in was quite magical. We were in a bungalow immerse in a Thai jungle and the room we were in had a large triangle (metaphysically, a powerful symbol) that came over the entire bed, which was adorned with crystals. Powerful stuff. 

The encounter felt quite divine. Usually these types of rituals never happen or things fall through etc but it was as though grace had arranged everything and brought us all together. 

So there I was in a love making ritual with three of my girlfriends and two tantric men. Everything flowed beautifully and it was incredible how free I felt, there I was making love to a man in front of four other people and there were my friends making love in front of me. There was no shame. No embarassment. Just freedom and love. All with a goal to reach unconditional love, to reach God. 

The ritual went on for a few hours. Things flowed beautifully as we all spent time with each other. As it ended we all meditated, focusing on bringing all this accumulated sexual energy up to the level of the heart. 

Then as things settled, one of the men and I had some nice one on one time out on the balcony… what can I say… there was chemistry 😉 

With this freedom growing around and within my sexuality I felt so light, it’s as though I was becoming less burdened by the shame of my sexuality and that allowed me to be more of my authentic self.  

This experiences had me reflect on the years where I buried my sexuality and sexual desire and how that was directly linked to me living a mediocre life. This awakening has not only come with some orgasms and pleasure but feelings of passion and joy and ultimately a life, that may be unconventional but one where I feel so alive. 

To all my readers, may you live a life that makes you feel alive and free. My only advice, and perhaps (If I may) ask that you never settle. Mediocrity is a killer.  

To a life of passion, joy, and hell… throw in some orgasms too. 

Much love, 

K xo

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